its a lazy saturday afternoon. i should be working. but am i? hah.
i talked to my dad today. he asked why i wasn't outside enjoying the nice weather. i don't know why but that made me cry. i miss my family. i bought potted red tulips yesterday. they sort of reminded me of my mom. she loves plants. we have them all over our home in palo alto.

hopefully i don't kill the tulips.

location: my bed mood: numb music: lex by ratatat